God, I am boring...

Title says it all.

I'm boring. I'm bored. I'm tired of not doing anything and not making any progress towards paying off the insurrountable amount of debt that I amassed during my crazy time.

On the other hand I'm happy that my relationships are improving. I love my children. I'm grateful that I *have* the money to be bitching about the debt that I created and still pay the mortgage and utilities.

Mostly though I'm tired of being boring.
I miss not having any friends.

I'm gonna have to do something about that.
I don't know.
But I gotta do something.
xoxo, sober mommy