I'm boring. I'm bored. I'm tired of not doing anything and not making any progress towards paying off the insurrountable amount of debt that I amassed during my crazy time.
On the other hand I'm happy that my relationships are improving. I love my children. I'm grateful that I *have* the money to be bitching about the debt that I created and still pay the mortgage and utilities.
Mostly though I'm tired of being boring.
I miss not having any friends.
I'm gonna have to do something about that.
What?
I don't know.
But I gotta do something.
